[ He's so good to him. JJ sometimes considers that he doesn't deserve Makoto. Mostly when he's alone because that's the only time that if his feelings show - it won't bother anyone else. Those periodic doubts were nothing next to the overwhelming confidence that he felt the rest of the time in this relationship. Makoto knows him well. He knows JJ's different types of smiles, his energy, the way he expresses himself. Makoto has used their months together and JJ doesn't mind one bit. You don't take time to learn someone like that if you don't love them.
He was always going to be better at that part than JJ was. And that was okay to him. It was one of the many things he loved about the other. He had rehearsed the proposal in his head a few times, and each time it was different. So, JJ settled on - saying what he feels at the time he did it.
He didn't want it to sound rehearsed. And when Makoto's arms settled around him, JJ relaxed into the other, put on an easy and pleased smile, and tilted his head towards him. ]
Of course! [ A small hum ] I'd do this every day if you asked! I'd do more, even. As much as you want!
[ It was part of how JJ showed he cared. Then he said: ]
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He was always going to be better at that part than JJ was. And that was okay to him. It was one of the many things he loved about the other. He had rehearsed the proposal in his head a few times, and each time it was different. So, JJ settled on - saying what he feels at the time he did it.
He didn't want it to sound rehearsed. And when Makoto's arms settled around him, JJ relaxed into the other, put on an easy and pleased smile, and tilted his head towards him. ]
Of course! [ A small hum ] I'd do this every day if you asked! I'd do more, even. As much as you want!
[ It was part of how JJ showed he cared. Then he said: ]
Because I lo~ve you.